Motivation

Motivation is a funny thing. If you've got it you can accomplish anything, if not life sucks. Me I've had no motivation for anything much for ages now. Work has been a big factor in this. I feel so demoralised by it it leeches all the motivation to do anything from all other areas of my life. It is getting so bad that I have to do something to elevate myself before my mood deteriorates any further and i can't find a way back. The house clearing was a start of this, but that has reached a dead-end for the moment, but I still feel the need to spring clean my life.

I've been meaning to get back to trying to lose some weight for ages, I've thought about it, I've talked about it, I even started a new blog to ramble about it in, but I never actually got round to doing anything about it. Due to a mixture of laziness and busyness I haven't had a chance to go shopping for a few weeks and today reached the stage where I have an empty fridge, an empty freezer and fairly empty cupboards. So the evening has been spent perusing menus, and writing shopping lists and I'm ready to go. This is the most motivated I've felt about anything in a while, which I'm hoping is a sign of success. I just wish I could get the same sort of motivation about work.

Bit late in the day for it but HAPPY BIRTHDAY to Mum and Gary Numan.